The Reason.

What holds us back?
Why should we still love and forget the past?

It makes us want to forget all the things we have experienced.
From the first time we see them, to the first time we have a conversation, to the first time they reach our heart with their words. It makes us weak wishing that it didn't happen.



There comes a time when it seems giving up is the only option we got. Can we simply choose to let go?
Why is it harder to hold on than to let go?

So many questions runs through my head.

'I love him. I don't want to give him up. Why? Why is it so hard?' 

Life is giving me hundreds of reason to let him go but my love is giving me a thousand more reason to hold on.

I want him.
because I love him.

it's different from LOVING him because I WANT him.



Now, justify LOVE.

It's not all about Happiness and Affection.
It includes Hardships, Trials and Heartbreaks.


:)

I LOVE HIM. Let him hate me but I'll do my best to hold on :))

Another Day SPent Without Purpose

FUDGE!
I can describe my day in ONE WORD.


BOOOOORRRRRIIIINNNNNGGGGGG!

Heck!
I wish I can dance . :O
Or Iwish I know how to play DOTA or HON.

SADLY,
I can't do anything exclusively cool.

Maybe stare at an open space and daydream that I'm doing something worthwhile.

Maybe its time that I set an appropriate purpose for this blog. You with me???

Hmm.
I hope someone can advice something that I can do with my BLOG.

Hohohohoho~


QUOTE OF THE DAY:

"A girl no matter how many times she goes / hang out with some other boys or even date them, there's still that ONE GUY in her Heart at the end of the DAY."

--- PEE BEE BEE TEENS?! HAHAHAHA! :D

Peace OUT~

THE Great Pretender

What do most people dislike?

Fridge with no Foods?



Cellphone without load?


Pssshh.!


Di mo alam?



Edi MGA SINUNGALING!
LiARS!

I hate them the most.
Lahat man ng tao nagsisinungaling. There's always a limit.

Grabehan na kasi sa panahon ngayon.
Dati ang pagsisinungaling hanggang mga simpleng bagay lang.

NGAYON, Lahat na ata ng aspect of life meron na!

SH*T!

And to think that I'm one of their victims.

And I don't wanna be a hater. I'm being positive before.

BUT! DAMN!
Enough is enough.

Lying about your feelings is not FRIGGIN' OKAY!!!!!!!

SAYING I LOVE YOU because YOU WANT TO LIE IS F*CKING RETARDED!

Want to get over your EX?
Do it at your own PACE! And don't use other people just to move on then leave them behind.

Di mo sila TOOLS na pwedeng kunin at gamitin tapos pag nagamit mo na iiwan mo na lang kung saan.


Not only GUYS but EVEN to those  other GIRLS out there. Never LIE to someone.

As the saying goes,

"HURT ME WITH THE TRUTH BUT NEVER COMFORT ME WITH A LIE."

Truth to be told. Yan naman talaga.

I'm frustrated over a Guy.
Kahit hindi ko siya gusto or thingy.

Na-disappoint ako sakanya..
Magiging sweet. 
Patawa.
Then Saying I LOVE YOU and sheesh. Tapos you'll learn  na may girlfriend naman pala.
BOOOOM!


F*CK YOU!


Ag sakit pa din nun!
Yung feeling na iniisip pala nang IBA na madali kang GAGUHIN at Tratuhin na parang TANGA.
Masakit!

Nakakasira ng dignidad!

Kaya ayaw ko talaga sa mga taong EWAN!



I love BLOGGING.
Thanks to this I can release all the thigs in my friggin' mind.
Pardon my Hate speech. :P


I just can't stop hating those people who lie and doesn't think of its consequences.

PEACE OUT!


Be careful With Those KIND of People, OKay???

:3

Thanks to THEM :)

Sino bang ayaw mainlove?

Meron ba?

Wala ah!

Pagmamahal ng magulang.


Pagmamahal ng Kaibigan.



Pagmamahal ng taong mahal natin.




Lahat tayo gustong may taong magmahal sa atin.

Hindi man sa inaasahan nating intensidad ng emosyon.

Pero yung sapat para malaman nating special tayo at importante. :)


Naisip ko minsan paano kung wala na talagang taong may pake sa akin, Paano na ako?

Wala na ba talagang nagmamahal saken pag ganun?



Galit ba si God saken?

trials?


Parang sobra naman.

Ganun agad iniisip ko.


Nung mga panahong iniiwan ako ng mga minamahal ko or sinasaktan nila ako,

naisip ko anong kulang?

anong mali sa akin?

Di ba nila maramdaman na mahal ko sila?

O sawa na sila sa pagmamahal ko?


Natatakot ako.

Parang tuwing gigising ako noon ang una kong maiisip.

"Kakayanin ko pa kaya ngayong araw na ito?"

or di kaya,

"Eto nanaman. Hanggang kailan?!"



But as time passed by and I started coping with things.

Naku!


Dami kong Thank you sa nanakit sa akin!


Dahil sa ginawa nila narerealize ko,

ANG LAKAS KO NAMAN PALA!


Nawala yung takot kong hindi na ako makakahanap ng kasing SPECIAL nila dahil narerealize kong hindi ko naman dapat hanapin yun eh!

Special din ako. At hindi taong special ang hanapin ko kundi TAONG ITUTURING AKONG SPECIAL!



KAYA SAY THANKS TO THOSE WHO'VE HURTED YOUR FEELINGS.

Thanks to them,

You can find someone better and suited to be with you.


Fear is always there.

But there's always some people willing to be by your side during those hardships. :))

Hope: The Strongest Weapon against ALL ODD

Broken Heart.


Broken Dreams.

Broken Promises.


Everyday people face different types of disappointments.
Everyday some of us gives up.
Some ends dreaming.

They end their lives.


People forgets they still have something when everything else is gone.

And that is HOPE.

Like what a character in a movie said,

"Hope doesn't give up on us. We're the one who give up on HOPE."

We always look at what we don't have and what we want. And forget about what we have.


After we face some struggles in life,

isn't it better to say like "Thank God I did't lose hope" than to say " I wish I've done this and that..."


I like to post this update for my friends that are thinking that they are slowly getting weak to face their problems.


I want them to realize that after every trial is a lesson they can use all through their lives.
That the Problem faced now is a good source to learn from. :)

EVERY BAD DECISIONS MAKES GOOD STORIES :D 

Every HEART BREAK can be patch with NEW heart warming memories .


PEACE OUT!
GODBLESS!

DONT FORGET TO SMILE!!! <3