Nothing.

I feel so empty.
I feel so dark.
And somehow, I feel so unloved.

I feel like I'm a star starting to burn out.
That sooner or later, I'll be gone.
Or like I'm already gone.

He was the meaning for Life.
Now he is gone, gone with someone new.
how can I reclaim that meaning back I wonder?

My eyes they sting like hell.
My voice it's hoarse like curse.
and My heart tired like darn.

I want to stop breaking down every moment he smile at her,
But I simply can't.
because the guilt that it's all my fault.
That our end was all my doing ,
It breaks the will of my heart to beat.

I want him to fight for me for the last time.
Just a little struggle to take me back.
Just a little sign of adorement.

The sleepless night i have to concur
Like battle I have to win.
Like war that I can never victor.

i crave for Him.
i Writhe in pain without him.

But I know, somewhere between the miseries and hardship we face,
he's not the guy i fell inlove with anymore.
because now, He's a guy who love someone else.

I have no more time to spend with him.
No, I dont have any rights anymore.

I am but a shadow behind him
Mindlessly following.
endlessly quavering,
Eternally Dying.

Almost Done.

How can you rewrite the past?
how can you take back the person you love when there's no chance of ever getting them back?
i want to know because the pain of thinking about him makes me die every second, every minute and every waking moment.
I want to take back the part of me he already took the day we said goodnight for the last time.

I want him to give it all back to me.
the Part of me he broke.
the part of me that is still searching for his presence.
the Part of me that just cant help but love him.

I know that he is happy with someone else but what can I do?
It's really killing me.
The longing, searching and missing him.

I never meant all of this to happen.

I wish He can return that part of me.

because I want to feel whole again.
Just for a while I want to feel complete and happy.

The missing part .

It's breaking me more apart.